perhaps i'm finally starting to understand the extent of my free will. but more than that, God's understanding of me and my life.

it's been really helpful to reiterate to myself what i read on that fateful (pun half-intended) piece of paper: "God does not have a wonderful plan for your life."

i need to focus on my relationship with Him, and being in constant communication with Him.

i want to hear Your voice, Father. not only when i need help, but all the time.